-=Time witH Love=-

This photo was taken in Bkk, one of my fav. photo with rose complimentary frm e Hotel. Wonderful Hotel to stay if anyone decides to go Bkk. Eastin Hotel, excellent service & c0mfy r00ms & smiley staff. What m0re can we ask f0r?


DisneySea was so fun!! Esp. e rollerc0aster ridesssss...right Love?hehee..there's mmore to come..so0n...very veryyyy so0n =pThis is an0ther 0f my fav. ph0t0, i tHink we l0ok s0 cute t0gether. Its our 1st trip out of the main t0wn. The Nikko waterfall tt we went to is marvelous & i hope tt we'll be this happy for the rest of our lives. Can't wait to see Love, so0n..very veryy so0n..

-=3rd Attempt=-

It sucks, I failed my driving test the 3rd tiMe. Is my driving tt lousy? I've been wanting to drive since ages ag0 but I just can't pass my test. What a failure.
When unfortunate things happen, they come in a row. I though I heard e Bells ringing & giving off a melodious tune but it seems tt my ears are playing tricks on me. What a Joke. A cruel joke that God is playing on me perhalps. Shall think of Hw to occupy the rest of my holidays since i just declined an offer, hw silly of me. I trust tt God will make a way for me.

P.s. Loads of thanks to all those who gave me their luck for my driving test.

-=8th Day=-

Its the 8th day of my 2nd stay in Tokyo. The weather is much more accomdating this time, i feel comfortable basking in the breeze. I've been such a pig, wasnt able to get up early to find tt shrine in Harajuku but i will do tt tml. Its tough not knowing hw to speak their native language & tougher when i've no1 2 turn to. Everything is in Japanese, @ times when i wanna eat..i'll try my luck to insert the coin for a ticket hoping it'll turn out to be something edible Haha.

Love is ill. I'm trying my best to lo0k after him but he aint getting better. I'm @ my wits' end now, i wanna whip up a nutritious meal but our taste buds are diff, i try to keep my mood up amidst my wild thoughts hopefully it is good enough to lighten up his moods but all these aint working. I am such a failure.

ALL I WANNA DO NOW IS SIT AT A CORNER TO CRY BUT I DONT EVEN HV A CORNER TO DO THAT.

-=Fighting the inner self=-

Done with BKK & currently lazing around in a lil corner of Tokyo.

BKK was alright but its a waste tt i didnt get to go to the few places as planned. Nvm. Its great tt I sent time with Love. The longings to see him has been satisfied. He's been really sweet to acc me to BKK amidst his busy schedule, its a really heartfelt action. 

E flight to Tokyo wasn't tt pleasant, my heart nearly pop outta my mouth =x Was tt a bad omen?? Familiar with e streets on e way back but the feeling is diff this time around. I felt scared & unsure, suddenly having cold feet. My mind has been flooded again with images & thoughts tt aint pleasant. Being drained drastically the day before didnt help & i didnt wanna make any fuss anymore. 17days till i make my way bk hm. Its really g0nna be a test for me? or maybe us..ermmMm..i guess its just me. When everything in e world seems right, its just our own mind & heart we have to concur. Life? Its still nv fair. I guess it'll nv be, acting Dumb doesn't help or rather things will be worst somehow. Mum says I am dumb sometimes, i think i have to agree with her sometimessss...going back to dreamland now. Hopefully my memories will all be erased. 

ciao