-=My Birthday Eve=-

o0hh no, its e eve of my 23rd b'day..I'm g0nna be 0lder by one more yr. No wonder people esp. e female species always say tt when we reach 20, the yrs fly by faster than we know it, How True! I received my 1st b'day gift from some mysterious person. Its like a complimentary ticket to the S'poreFlyer. HmMm..it was just the ticket & the envelope with my name & add, Whoever it is..thanks =) I'm excited abt my mini b'day dinner with my dearest babes on Sun & w0nderful day with Dearest on Sat! Hope everything goes smo0thly.

I started P/t @ a dental clinic as a nurse on Monday after lecture. Its horrible to see th0se dirt & blo0d bt i'm tking it up to earn s0me extra $$ & experience the life of a nurse be4 i step into the corporate w0rld. in time to come. Its merely a 3hrs each time bt i'm already shagged after work. Time for bed, lo0king forward to the house-warming party later tis evening!!

Cheers,
Missy

-=Family Ties=-

2nd wk of sch for this new seM. I just went through the net to see what company & jobs there're avali for my intern nx seM, i'm kinda excited. This sem somehow seems different & harder to get through & i'm already starting to misS some of my classmAtes. 2projs will be w/o theM *soBs* i've only gt myself to blaMe for that.
Was thinking abt my intern when my mind drifted off to a distant family member of mine. He's my granddad's younger bro, lets call him Uncle Skinny. He's really pitiful. He used to have a happy family of 4. He w0rked odd jobs since young to bring up his s0n & daughter. His son did him proud & grad from uni..but tt b*stard actually disown his dad after all his dad has done for hiM!! tt b*stArd feels tt having such an uneducated dad was a total disgrace to him & his family. Uncle skinny wasnt even invited to his son's wedding. B*stard cheated uncle skinny into selling their HDB flat so he cld get the $$ for his new flat with his wife. Uncle skinny is nw stAying in some warehouse w/o any family. Haiz..uncle skinny's daughter committed suicide due to some unknown pressure frm her mum last yr. Uncle skinny visits my grand-dad once in a blue m00n & stays for dinner. My heart aches whenever i see him but i've nv said anything or done anything for him. He can actually stay @ my grand-dad's place bt he feels like an intruder i guess...
"Always giving us their support since we 1st came into tis world"

"family luvs us no matter hw much we cried"

Family Ties are the most impt in the world, treasure ur family now.Somewhere deep down inside me hope that g0d will give me the courage to do something for him when i see him the nx time. Hopefully tt b*Stard's children will do the same to him in future, its his retribution. I'm sure G0d will know what to do with someone lidat.

-Missy-

-=An evening @ Obar=-

Saturday was a series of events again. It nearly turn out bad, but luckily savaged. Shopping, meeting Wendy,bf, bf's friend n lian, finally got to meet her bf. They look so sweet & happy t0gether =) Jiayou!! Then, it was down to Obar with Xinhui, lian, yanren, nic, wilson & Ben. It was pretty fun but we left pretty early coz we're all tired, supper was so sinful. Gosh, adding to the fact that i havent jogged for 5days!! So dead =X Sunday was visiting the dog farm @ seltar..it was a disappointment!! There'r so little dog avalible there..then it was down to thomson's petshops. Fell in luv with a golden puppy but sadly its not for sale! I'll lo0k around more be4 making a decision on which pup to get. yeah..lo0king forward to wedding dinner on thurs and ktv on friday!!weeeeeeee..time for bed.

yawns,
Missy

-=Gathering @ Ms Clarity=-

Saturday was the hunt for my soon to be pet, 1 golden caught my eye. HE's really adorable & gentle..cant wait to get hiM home by this coming weekend *fingers crossed* I'll have a new jogging comparion. The shopkeeper lo0ks pretty dubious but i love tt dog, hopefully i dont get cheated again like with my passed on pet rabbit which cost me a boMb. Wondering hw mum will react when i bring him hm.
It was dinner with the Babes @ Ms Clarity after tt. It was chit-chatting abt everything under the mo0n, the food seems alright & the drinks were n0rmal..like what u can get from e c0ffeeshop lol. Den it was down to Demspy for Ben&Jerry's!!Yummy. We took photos, waiting for Ben to upload the photos =) ENjoyed myself this weekend but down with the flu bug now..g0tta rest well for more fun!! o0hh..my results will be out this week.ahhhhhhh...

-=Cheers, Missy=-

-=Biggest Condolences=-

Life is so fragile, my aunt just passed away this aftern00n of Breast cancer. SHe's such a young nice lady, why did God have to tk Her awAy fr0m my uncle?! But her suffering ended after 10yrs. I'll be g0ing for service tml, pray that G0d watches over every0ne in the family. Every0ne shld treasure life & live it to the fullest. Don't live with regrets, I'm trying my best to live life to the best, achieve what i want in life!! I wanna get my RX8 s00n. . .very very s0on!! I must work really hard to bec0me 1 of the regional maketer of a well-known c0mpany, mark my words.

o0ohh, zouking was funny on wed. Worst pick up line i heard in 2008, had fun with aSS & lian though i can't sneak int0 phuture. Bump int0 a few familiar faces, its nice to be in the company of my cl0se friends. Love theM to bits even thought they were kinda druNk. Gosh, i'm g0nna be waking up early tml...g0tta get to bEd n0w.

*cheers,
Missy

-=What Happens in Vegas=-

Slept @ 9am t0day, had a long chat with bestbuddy. Lacking of sleep..turning into a Panda s0on!!After tution meet Angus for movie, watch 'What HaPPens in Vegas'' it was a pretty nice sh0w, touching at the end. Enjoyed myself though i was feeling rather sleepy, jogged after i g0t hm. Had alot of things on my miNd, Met Ben while jogging halfway & passed hiM somE Sweets. It was a ratHer tirinG j0G, mentally too. Ben & i had a talk which ended up n0 where. I think i just need more sleep, i gEt irritated very easily recently. I wanna go tk the flyer. . .its so romAntic, i wannA tk it witH my luv.

love,
Missy

-=e day be4 Vesak Day=-

Weird name for a title?haha, anything is possible =) Been pretty tired these few days, been ZzZ reaLLy late. Mj on Sat, i missed out on meeting e babes. Cycling @ ECP on Saturday n00n was pretty fun since i've n0t d0ne tt f0r a l0ng l0ng tiMe. Meet up witH pri. sch buddies t0day 0ver a cup 0f tea @ H0ngKong Cafe, so muCh 2 catcH up on. Its greAt to be ar0und pple wh0 kn0ws U e best, accept U e wAY U are and still luv U by their side. Had SteAmb0at with fAMily @ hM t0day, it was gran's Day 0ff hence the arrangement.

I'm lo0king 4wArd to BKK trip in June, tiMe to UNwhine & dr0wn in r0mance?? Haa, WellWell, its swEEt to traveL alone with some1 we luv, tts if we have tt somE1. Such Memories are so precious tt n0thing can replace theM. Whatever it is, i'm juSt lo0king 4ward 2 get 0ut 0f S'pore. We nv kn0w wat will happen tml, so we shld live life to the fullest, doing whatever we want today c0z we might n0t be able to, tml. Romance has been pretty alien to me for m0nths, What if its here & i'm 0n tt defensive m0de?? Its really a hugE barrier t0 0verc0me.

Previous R/S left me drained pretty badly with t0ns of scars, mentally & physically. Being defensive is s0mething tt c0mes naturally n0w, i'm just protecting myself. Came across facebk 0f 'Bimb0' & surprised to see comments tt involved me & my friends indirectly, surprised c0z i've nv offended her or her frens. Maybe she's Red eyed tt I was with Him for 2yrs plus?? Haha, c0mmenting abt me & my frens being sh0rt etc, just makes her & her frens lo0k immature. Being a 'Bimbo', tall, pretty is definately thuMbs up bt i'm seriously c0ntented with Hw G0d maDe me. Well, my ex is single now..g0 f0r it 'BimBo'..shE can try bt I'm sure She can't tk those memories of me away from Him. SOmetiMes pple come into ur lifes & leave f00tprints tt will nv be erased. I've m0ved on just like Him, so pls leave me & my frens out of the picture. Its n0t like i'm trying 2 snatch Him aWay right? Haha, if i wAnted..do U think U'll have the chance?

I'll love my next like my last & i want my nx to definately be the last. As for U Bimbo, g0 0n witH ur childishness.

*Cheers

-=Happy Mother's Day 2008=-

Happy M0ther's Day to ALL mothers & mothers to be out there!! May all of You stay young @ heart & pretty always. My br0 & i Made our gifts siMple this yr, th0ugh i've previous post abt h0w irritating my mum caN be..I luv her & always will. She's a greAt w0man, so Strong & determined..gone through so muCH hardship yet still always so ChEErful & Loving. I dunn0e what i'll bec0me w/0 her by my siDe all theSe yrs. Thanks Mum, from the Bottom of my heart.

Exams are 0ver & its timE to relAx & enjoy. Had a really filling dinner with classmates after the final paper, every0ne is so relieve finally. I wanna go for a trip to somewhEre, anyWhere is fine..I can't wait to get out of the c0untry seriously. Some plans are on the way but hopefully it'll really work out..fly me out of S'pore.
Friday was dinner & p00l with buns & Mel..wanted to go shoPPing for a new bAg & s0me cl0thes but by the time i'M done with my hair..it was way past Dinner time with b0th of theM waiting f0r me. S0 i didnt get my rEtaiL fix! But I've already g0t a h0le in my pocKet. 0 bar was pretty fun 0n Saturday..bumping int0 familiar faces again. . .Pri sch Buddy is so fun & craZy, luv her to bits. Be4 thAt wAs m0vie with g00d compANy & a very ruSH dinner of Swensens, i promiSe to Make it up to go0d CompANy for the l0Ng wAit & the evening of s0 much lauGhter. WatcHed Harold & Kumar, its really super Duper Ultra HumourouS!! Guys, if any 0f U are feeLing d0wn..thiS sh0w will definately chEEr U up.

The s0ng that's playing in the Bg is 'With You' by Chris Brown. Fell in luv witH this s0ng after hearing it the first time, a very gd fren seNt it 0ver to me through Msn & i've been listening to it sinCE. EverytiME i hear tiS s0ng it reminDs me 0f my freN, the laUgHter & happy mEmories we had, the l0ng l0ng late nigHt taLks, watChing the Planes flying awAy, the yuMMy ice-creAms, the Sashimi & Cherry craZe & l0ts of 0ther memories that 0nly we'll undErstAnd. G0d sEnt many angels to watch 0ver Me..they leave when g0d kn0ws i'm fine, WHatever it is i hope this fren of minE is d0ing fine =)

Will be g0ing f0r my sec. sch frens chalet tml..i'm so excited, havent had chalet with them for ages! Time for Mj & late night talks! I love my life & every0ne around me =)

Love,
Missy

-=Attack of the Unethical=-

Ethics today was unethical with only 70words limit for 6marks questions, but its actually n0thing new since the australian lecturer is Micheal. I was sneezing so badly tt i need to use the washr00m & even the lecturer ask if i was alright. Last paper left on this thurs but unfortunately it'll be hardest paper. I just hope that i'll pass all my modules this Sem, its getting tougher. 3 m0re days to freedom for 1m0nth plus..weeeeeeeee...i wanna g0 on a holiday, any0ne wanna tag along?? I definately need a breather!!

Happy b'day to Goodpal Yeelian & hope she enjoyed herself on saturday night!! coz i did, seeing all the girls again & looking at everyone high & drunk. LOL

hAppy birthday to Benjamin too, hope he likes the present from me =) I love birthdays, they're such special occasions. Since young, Mum always made sure i g0t the celebrations i wanted. I hope this year's birthday will be a special one!!

Bump int0 a friend after j0gging & he says i must be damn stressed up c0zzzz..He has nv seen me with PIMPLES, knowing me for abt 5years. Arghh, its really getting to me. He's n0t the 1st wh0 says tt already..i need to nurse my face back to HEALTH!!

time for bed,early nights are g00d for my face!

love,
Missy