-=a Quick one=-

2009 is coming to an end, its ending for me on a happy note. Things hv been going on fine since e last quarrel, thank god. Christmas was simple but heart-warming, picnic & a late night movie with love. Counting d0wn 1 m0re month to the wedding, there're still things not comfirm yet but everything is going on course. The new drive is nice, i am glad i settled for it rather than the RX8. Hopefully everything goes well for everyone in 2010, btw thanks darren for ur comments =) hws aussie treating u? haha come bk soon.

-=A last w0rd be4 i close my world to you 4ever=-

Marriage what does it symbolise to one? Living together is difficult, how i envy others when i see them so loving. This is my last cry out to him before i ignore this marriage forever. Everyone has their bad points, I'm changing my bad points slowly but steady can you see & feel it in your heart? As a woman, I do have certain things tt i'm extremely sensative about & you know it. Why do you always have to speak to me in such a rude manner? Do you see me doing that to you anymore? Let's respect each other if you want this marriage to work, i'm ur life partner not your ememy. Don't you see my siding you always? What issit that you want from me now? Do you want me to share my life with you or would you rather I keep all my insecurities & unhappiness to myself?? Tears flow & my heartaches everytime you raise your voice @ me when i just ask simple questions to clear my doubts. Are you still willing to share my unhappiness & not just my joy with me? Am i asking for to much just for us to speak nicely to each other? Worklife is tough but I'm most willing to join hands to take away part of our finanical burdens, don't show me a black face or throw your temper @ me after work. I'm human too, i hope you'll have more patience for me because going through what i'm going through now is not easy. If things are so difficult for you maybe separation will do us some goodness. Don't make me hate you or loss my faith in you just months into our marriage, our happy times together is fading just like ur patience for me n my faith in you,pls do something before its too late. I still love you as of now, please dont take me for granted anymore.

torned.