-=a Quick one=-

2009 is coming to an end, its ending for me on a happy note. Things hv been going on fine since e last quarrel, thank god. Christmas was simple but heart-warming, picnic & a late night movie with love. Counting d0wn 1 m0re month to the wedding, there're still things not comfirm yet but everything is going on course. The new drive is nice, i am glad i settled for it rather than the RX8. Hopefully everything goes well for everyone in 2010, btw thanks darren for ur comments =) hws aussie treating u? haha come bk soon.

-=A last w0rd be4 i close my world to you 4ever=-

Marriage what does it symbolise to one? Living together is difficult, how i envy others when i see them so loving. This is my last cry out to him before i ignore this marriage forever. Everyone has their bad points, I'm changing my bad points slowly but steady can you see & feel it in your heart? As a woman, I do have certain things tt i'm extremely sensative about & you know it. Why do you always have to speak to me in such a rude manner? Do you see me doing that to you anymore? Let's respect each other if you want this marriage to work, i'm ur life partner not your ememy. Don't you see my siding you always? What issit that you want from me now? Do you want me to share my life with you or would you rather I keep all my insecurities & unhappiness to myself?? Tears flow & my heartaches everytime you raise your voice @ me when i just ask simple questions to clear my doubts. Are you still willing to share my unhappiness & not just my joy with me? Am i asking for to much just for us to speak nicely to each other? Worklife is tough but I'm most willing to join hands to take away part of our finanical burdens, don't show me a black face or throw your temper @ me after work. I'm human too, i hope you'll have more patience for me because going through what i'm going through now is not easy. If things are so difficult for you maybe separation will do us some goodness. Don't make me hate you or loss my faith in you just months into our marriage, our happy times together is fading just like ur patience for me n my faith in you,pls do something before its too late. I still love you as of now, please dont take me for granted anymore.

torned.

-=Low point in life shows th0se wh0 are worthy=-

Feeling all alone & upset now,e one i thought i cld trust wasn't there. Screaming n hurling insults tt I felt tt everything in life was easy. WOW, i cldnt believe my ears...I'm more em0 now due to certain reasons & i suddenly felt alone. In this world there's no1 to fend 4 u except urself even though u might b in ur weakess. A holiday tt isnt wat it turned out to be & a marriage tt isnt e way it shld be.

I've lost the touch tt i used to get from my love. It seems tt e love is gone or lost somewhere, like i said the most wonder thing in life cannot b seem it must be felt in e heart. Having all e money in e world or drivng a very posh car doesnt make one happy, its the happiness tt one gets from the other. I used to think tt if i m ever in need or trouble he'll always be there but i was proven wrong, imagine having to ask to be more cared for @ my weakess. Worthless begger it seems, hw i miss my mum now & she wld be here to wipe my tears away frm me. She'll not scream & hurl @ me in e state i am in currently.

Have 4gotten Why i g0t married in e 1st place, where is e love? But since e fact is tt i am married, i shall bear with it for this life n be that worthless person. I hope my fake smiles can last for this whole marriage, life is meaningless now & there's definately nothing to look forward to. I'll learn to take the money & fake the smiles, its only here that i can show my true feelings now & maybe to my true friend.

Christmas will be a sad one from now onwards. MY Life, its e end. Regretting is too late now. hope god takes me away soon.

-=Seoul in 2 m0re days=-

Its freezing cold in tokyo and I'll be heading to Seoul in 2 more days. MuM says tt e temp is -4degrees!!Arghhh, i'm having a cold feet thinking of it alrdy but its g0nna be a white christmas there!! So cool, but love is not able to join in. Hopefully, it'll really be like a shopping heaven there..i need to get more accessories for my wedding and mask to keep my looking radiant hehe.
Hopefully, love will miss me tons when I'm in Seoul shopping =) I'll be much happier after this Shopping spree trip i guess, i've not been able to get anything tt i like here in Tokyo & its damn irritaing, i wanna go shopping & end up with shopping bags!!
Looking 4ward to the meet ups withs uni,pri,poly and sec sch friends in Dec...christmas spirit gets all of us t0gether,hw i love it!! I wonder what i'm g0nna get for my christmas present, its seems tt there's n0thing in my list now except for the arrival of the new car =) i want more holidays. I want to go to new caledonia!!

-=Back in Japan=-

Back in Japan for the last time this yr or probably the 2nd last time alrdy. Too much of anything is not very good, thinking of having Ramen now turns me a lil off haha..even when i was bk @ SG for my exams i kept far far away frm any Jap related f0od!!!

This will be probably be 1 of e most fulfilling trips as i'll be travelling to Hokkiad0, Osaka, kobe..etc and Seoul with my sec sch friends as well. I'm kinda of excited abt it alrdy, love n my lil trip will start early tml. It'll be said tt i'm too proud if i say i'm say tt I'm sick of taking planes, but its really kinda tiring (o.O) Hopefully its not too c0lddddddd n freezing in Hokkiadooo *fingers crossed*

After all the holiday it'll be a busy busy period for me, we've decided to hold our wedding dinner in Jan. Heheheehe....to be continued.

-=Sickening Sick=-

Tskk tskk, I've have been stuck @ hm since Sunday evening when I got bk from Tokyo. I'm d0wn with Stomach Ulcer & its horrible!! I kept me awake @ night due 2 e pain, I've only been feeding on plain porridge till thurs. Dear God pls let me recover s0 tt I can concentrate on my 1st paper nx week.
I've been left at hm with my silky,money everyday. Even when I need to get something @ plaza I can't mk it there.arghhhh...Its due to my incorrect eating style & e things i've eaten in e past few days. I'll promise to eat healthy & on time from now onwards. It really hurts, oUch! whats worst is tt love is not even here to tk care of me, WTH it sucks!

-=RIP Dearest Olympus=-

Haven't blogged for awhile & I'm g0ing t0 mk this a quick one..RIP my dearest Olympus!! Its dead due to my clumsiness yesterday @ Mt Fuji =( Fell to its death while I hurried Mr Teo t0 tk a photo of me with some signb0ard be4 we b0ard e tour bus. Tskk tskkk..Gone with the old & in comes e new haha. I want a new camera & a very go0d one to take d0wn all e w0nderful pictures everywhere i g0 with anyone!! Hopefully Mr Teo gets my hint of a very go0d camera =) Price shouldnt be much of a issue for great pics taken day & night right?hehe. The Olympus was alright but its night sh0ts really sucks & f0r pple wh0 luv travelling getting a tripod is DAMN NECESSARY!! In places like Japan here are idiot around too, wanting to spoil ur happiness by rejecting request to help with photographing!!! Shall not go more into that. 

Cheers

 

-=Phobia 2=-

It was a mad rush while love was bk in SG to do our solemnization. There seems to be so many things to do & so little time, we were as busy as beesss. But we managed to catch Phobia2 on 1 of e nights, i feel that its not a scary as i wld like it..too graphical. If U want a good laugh, just cinemas today =)

OOhhhyaaa..i finally passed my driving test, imagine e super duper happy look on my face when e test told me i paSsed!! I've to thank Love for giving me support & encouragement all these while. It feels great to be able to drive when u know there's a car underneath e carpark waiting for you. Lastly, i just want to clear my last sem without any hurdles.

Amen.

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-=2 More projs to Grad=-

Last sem of Uni, 2 more sems to graduation i hope. Time really flies..its gonna be the end of my sch life, I'm stepping into another phrase of life. There's a mixture of feelings both good & bad. I think i'll miss my friends alot..the gossips, the last night of projs..dont we wish sometimes time will slow d0wn a little. My sec days were the best days of my life, i dream of those times in my slp very often. Recently, I've been pretty stressed out..it seems like there's so much happening & I can't cope with it. There's no1 here when i need a crying shoulder, pple around just adds to my stress level. I hate it!
I don't want to start working immediately after graduating, i want to tk a break & go for a holiday to somewhere i like..i want to go to brazil, eygpt, new Calendonia,vietnam etc..i want to enjoy life alil before working. I dont want pple to rule my life for me or give unnecessary comments, no matter how close u're to me. Its my life so go step on ur own life instead.

-=Freaky Weather=-

I'm feeling so tired now @ 4plus in e morning but i can't get to slp!! I turned off e air-con as it was freezing but as soon as it was off, my room turned into an 0ven!! Gosh, it was raining cats & Dogs yest and t0day is terribly H0T! If it g0es on like this, i'll definately turn into a walking z0mbie. Hopefully love ain't facing e same prob as me here in SG, but i know i'm definately g0nna get a sc0lding when he sees this post & e timing tis was p0sted haha. I miss Love!
Down with e finance test & e sales Com report, 2m0re reports & 4final exams to graduation. The finance test was easy thanks to e practise we went through, distinction shldn't be a prob =] But if this bad weather continues, how am i going to be in e right state of mind to do my revision?? tskkk tskkk.
Been going through many forums & reviews to see if e mobile love & i are g0nna get is good, now i'm in a real dilemma. Reviews gave the SonyEricsson X1 8.7/10 but the reviews were pretty bad, the HTC HD is too expensive!! & the classmates says tt LG phones ain't e best to choose from. ARGHHHHhhhh, howhow?? maybe i shld just get another E71? its the editors as well as the readers' choice! Or maybe wait for the E72 to be out? Well, any phone is better than the lousy one i'm using n0w, it has no bluetooth and my friends are all laughing their heads off cozzzzzzzz i was such a hp geek!
yawns. finally i'm sleepy enough to ignore e freaky weather.
Back to bed.

BLOGGER SUCKS!!! PHOTOS CANNOT BE UPLOADED

-=Finished=-

I have made up my mind.

-=Busy as a Bee=-

OMG, its nearly 5pm & I just started my reports. I've got so much things to be done but so much trouble on hands. I can't believe how irresponsible & nonsupporting some pple can be when i already have so much to be done. It really sh0ws h0w much we can count on them in times of need. I guess my blog is turning into a place where I pour my unhappiness to instead of happiness since I can't feel any happiness now.
Since this is the way I'm treated, I shall concentrate on my work instead. I dont have so much time and effort to waste on insignificant matters currently. I'm losing faith as days go by, this is not changing. I'm not going to waste my life!

-=Changed Lifestyle for n0thing=-

Just a lil post before bed. My lil silky terrier (Money) went to the vet on thurs & it was found tt he has ear infection as I was careless on my part on cleaning him. I didnt know tt I've to clean his ears. He's getting really n0tti, chewing on stuff around e hm & tt includes my feet!! Maybe my feet looks like tasty treat to him, haha.

Really upset with things. I feel tt I've change my lifesyle for n0thing or rather I'm not being appericated. I shall start my exercise routine again & go out with my pals more often instead of staying hm. Its so not me..why am i doing all these? I can no longer convince myself. In this prime time of my life, I shld go out & enjoy myself. I will not waste my life away anymore. I've not being joining the late night chill out sessions & much activities. Time to get a hold on my boring life. So sleepy, i'm off to bed..early lecture tml.

Cheers

-=Happy Belated 44th B'day S'pore=-

Happy Belated b'day S'pore, 44yrs of independence. What a long way we've come & there's more to go!! I didn't get to watch the national day parade live but it alright,I wonder why would they let Mark lee join the parade with his ah-beng english. YUCKS!!

Back in S'pore after being sun-burnt @ the Onjuku beach(the famous camel beach in Chiba prefecture in Jap) I've never ever been to a beach that is soooooo freaking hot!! The sand has iron deposits & it was burning my feet. Gosh! But it was a gd experience, i was the camels =) Yet to d/l photos onto lappy as there were too many things to be done. I'll just post a photo of me & love while we were @ the hot spring the last time. I missed love even more now, wish that he's zzz right beside me now. I pray tt the earthquakes in Tokyo will end & keep love safe from harm.

I promised to get to bed soon. HOpefully i'll be able to d/l all the photos & post some of them up in the nx post.

Just a p0st to remind tt i'm 24

Happy B'day to myself belated. Birthdays..they'r n0thing special but just a reminder tt we're getting older. o0h ya,i g0t a puppy for my b'day, a silky terrier..the only b'day present i've this yr. His name is money & he's really naughty & adorable.
Life isnt as planned, mine fared much worst.
Never felt so bad before in my entire life.
Never been cursed so much & treated this way.
Its just awhile more, violence doesnt solve problrm.
Vagularities. They'll all be far far away from me.
I'll be good for now, let time fly.

-=TGIF=-

Thank God its friday & i dont hv to go for clasSes tml & sat c0z the lecturer sucks & he just merely reads everything out from the slides. What's a lecturer for what he does n0thing else but tt? no explaination & all, he's g0nna be jobless by the end of this sem. I've hear many complaining & one by one pple just stroll out of the lect r00m. What's WORST? THIS IS HIS 1ST LECTURE WITH US!! It doesnt mean you can lecture when u've so many degrees' or masters. Teaching is a gift.

Its finally time to meet up with the babes. Its been ages since i've seen all of them t0gether, i bet there's tons of news to share.
Relax & unwine alil. Been really stressed up recently, things d0nt seem to be g0ing sm00thly & its been a torture!! I've my principles to follow & set of things tt i hate, when the leverage is given & n0t treasured. Nothing else can be done.
When some1 steals $10 & he gets caught, he'll be jailed.
When some1 else steals $100,000 & gets caught, he'll be jailed too.

So the moral of the story is.. .. ..D0N'T Steal! haha. Work for what you deserve & when u reap the harvest, it'll be a blessing from g0d!
TGIF once again.

-=5 m0re dayssss to Harry p0tter=-

I'm g0nna make this p0st a quick one, promised my big baby tt i'm g0nna slp. Tired but definitely not from the shopping today,it was only half done!! I'm not d0ne with my shoes & i didnt hv time 2 triM my br0wns..tsK tskk..Shld wait for sms 2 go shopping with en or j0anne.

I've never been so excited to watch Harry P0tter, 5 m0re days!! Me,Big Baby, Buddy + BF. I just can't wait for buddy to finally meet my baby in person. It seems tt I watched most of the Potter's with Buddy. I'll be g00d till then. Cheers

Love Love,
Missy

-=Mid-Week Blues=-

I woke up 0n e wrong side of e bed t0day, feeling ultra Moody. Issnt e blues supposed to be on Mondays usually? Maybe i'm abnormal. Hopefully i d0nt chew my classmates up when i g0 f0r lecture later. The PMS is really getting to me,haiz. g0t to rush now, g0nna be late.

-=8hours after=-

Its roughly 8hrs after the infamous A380, better than the rest in terms of space but still my body's aching. Was drifting in & out of dreamland when br0 w0ke me up 4 a glass of ice-wine, cheeks' burning frm e alcohol currently. Did a lil unpacking & saw a lil dirt on my new coach bag tsk tskk, luckily managed 2 hv it cleaned.
Will back track with photos in e nx few post after i've l0aded them. Unpacking was difficult, i 4g0t 2 put l0ve in my luggage hence missing him t0ns. Its g0nna be hard time to get 0ver in e nx few weeks/months with the new sem starting but n0 matter what, We've c0me tis far & n0things' g0nna stop us n0w =p Embarking on an entirely new stage of life with my lil br0wn c0w is s0mething that i'm l0oking 4ward t0. Hang on there folks & taste e sweetness after. Would like to express my gratitude to Br0wn c0w 4 all e l0ve in e w0rld till n0w & apologises for my occasional stubbornness. There's n0thing m0re in e w0rld tt i want now except my lil br0wn c0w. Heading off 2 bed n0w, fresh start for e new/last sem. Gambatte.

-=Time's Up=-

How time flies when we're having so much fun. A month's time is flying pass, all lovely things will need to come to an end, i guess this allows us to dstinguise between e gd ones frm the awful ones. I'm g0nna miss love.
The weekend @ Hokkaido was great but i missed the lavander, wasted. Hokkaido was all abt Huge Crabs and melons haha. The hotel(cross hotel) we stayed @ was really nice & convient. Thanks love for all the arrangements, i hope you enjoyed urself.
There are more events waiting to unfold in the coming months, events of the upmost importance.

-=The 0ther side 0f Love=-

I'm tucked in a cosy corner of tokyo dr0wned with love, enjoying the warm-choco cake tt love rushed all e way bk to give me, making sure tt i will n0t starve f0r lunch. Being the non-romantic & blur guy, i nv expected tt frm him. I'm so delighted. These few weeks he has been changing & its really heartfelt to know s0me0ne is trying his best. Thank you Love. Thank you for showing me the 0ther side of u tt n01 has =) i feel loved.
The Male Species, are they really from Mars?HAHA, i guess they're c0z m0st 0f them are confused abt the female species. We've to tell them what we want be4 they g0 int0 action, but lets give them credit for their actions =) Well done for th0se wh0 have already put w0rds int0 acti0ns & 'Gambatte' for th0se wh0 are planning their acti0ns.

For updates, I cleared my AMCA paper w/0 anything grades t0 wh000haaa abt & i'm finally riding towards my last seM of sch. Its g0nna be a t0ugh seM but i must clear it. Looking 4ward to September. Cheers.

-=Elements of a Successful R/S=-

Personally i feel tt elements of a successful r/s includes,responsibility, love, understanding, trust, patience & tolerance. Generally, every1 kn0ws this but hw many pple are able to put all these words into actions? I myself can't even put them into actions. I'm such an impatient & low tolerance freak. Trust is e fundamental of all, but it can't be demanded; Trust comes naturally when partners put honesty into actions, its fragile when trust between partners is broken. Much effort & time has to be exhibited be4 the trust is formed again, it also depends on hw much partners are willing to go through for each 0ther to regain each 0ther's trust. It will be a very tough path, many give up be4 trying & 0thers can't tk e difficulties along the way & give up in the end. Th0se few wh0 hang on there till e end will enjoy the fruits of their labour & treasure each 0ther m0re as they know hw precious e other party is & hw much they've been through t0gether.
I'm happy to know tt my 2 gd friends are finally t0gether, i bet they went through alot to finally be together. My r/s didnt come easy as well so we treasure each 0ther a great deal. Fate d0esnt come easy so while its here, keep it safe before its too late.

-=Time witH Love=-

This photo was taken in Bkk, one of my fav. photo with rose complimentary frm e Hotel. Wonderful Hotel to stay if anyone decides to go Bkk. Eastin Hotel, excellent service & c0mfy r00ms & smiley staff. What m0re can we ask f0r?


DisneySea was so fun!! Esp. e rollerc0aster ridesssss...right Love?hehee..there's mmore to come..so0n...very veryyyy so0n =pThis is an0ther 0f my fav. ph0t0, i tHink we l0ok s0 cute t0gether. Its our 1st trip out of the main t0wn. The Nikko waterfall tt we went to is marvelous & i hope tt we'll be this happy for the rest of our lives. Can't wait to see Love, so0n..very veryy so0n..

-=3rd Attempt=-

It sucks, I failed my driving test the 3rd tiMe. Is my driving tt lousy? I've been wanting to drive since ages ag0 but I just can't pass my test. What a failure.
When unfortunate things happen, they come in a row. I though I heard e Bells ringing & giving off a melodious tune but it seems tt my ears are playing tricks on me. What a Joke. A cruel joke that God is playing on me perhalps. Shall think of Hw to occupy the rest of my holidays since i just declined an offer, hw silly of me. I trust tt God will make a way for me.

P.s. Loads of thanks to all those who gave me their luck for my driving test.

-=8th Day=-

Its the 8th day of my 2nd stay in Tokyo. The weather is much more accomdating this time, i feel comfortable basking in the breeze. I've been such a pig, wasnt able to get up early to find tt shrine in Harajuku but i will do tt tml. Its tough not knowing hw to speak their native language & tougher when i've no1 2 turn to. Everything is in Japanese, @ times when i wanna eat..i'll try my luck to insert the coin for a ticket hoping it'll turn out to be something edible Haha.

Love is ill. I'm trying my best to lo0k after him but he aint getting better. I'm @ my wits' end now, i wanna whip up a nutritious meal but our taste buds are diff, i try to keep my mood up amidst my wild thoughts hopefully it is good enough to lighten up his moods but all these aint working. I am such a failure.

ALL I WANNA DO NOW IS SIT AT A CORNER TO CRY BUT I DONT EVEN HV A CORNER TO DO THAT.

-=Fighting the inner self=-

Done with BKK & currently lazing around in a lil corner of Tokyo.

BKK was alright but its a waste tt i didnt get to go to the few places as planned. Nvm. Its great tt I sent time with Love. The longings to see him has been satisfied. He's been really sweet to acc me to BKK amidst his busy schedule, its a really heartfelt action. 

E flight to Tokyo wasn't tt pleasant, my heart nearly pop outta my mouth =x Was tt a bad omen?? Familiar with e streets on e way back but the feeling is diff this time around. I felt scared & unsure, suddenly having cold feet. My mind has been flooded again with images & thoughts tt aint pleasant. Being drained drastically the day before didnt help & i didnt wanna make any fuss anymore. 17days till i make my way bk hm. Its really g0nna be a test for me? or maybe us..ermmMm..i guess its just me. When everything in e world seems right, its just our own mind & heart we have to concur. Life? Its still nv fair. I guess it'll nv be, acting Dumb doesn't help or rather things will be worst somehow. Mum says I am dumb sometimes, i think i have to agree with her sometimessss...going back to dreamland now. Hopefully my memories will all be erased. 

ciao

-=Reap what you s0w=-

Done with the AMCA Paper but it seems that my mood aint getting any better.
Irritation. I HATE it when pple raise their voice when talking to me for no apparent reason, it just gives me e urge to slam d0wn the phone. Friends, do u trust ur friends 100% ? Well, i used to & was disappointed. There are so many disappointments in life. Or rather its just in my life?
But there are still Angels around. A friend told me this; The bad things in life often open ur eyes to the gd ones. Issit?

What do u get packing ur room neatly & trying to clean up the house for a visitor, when u've a bad running nose? Some comfort, a tissue? Ha, in my dreams perhaps. No more, i shall just leave things as it is in future. The exams are over, i hope everything else will be too. I'm drained. Can't be b0thered abt anything alrdy. The rainy weather goes hand in hand with the situations i'm facing to dampen my mood totally. Cheers.

-=Eve of My AMCA Paper=-

*phew*
I'm almost done with my revision. My shoulders & my neck is aching like mad, i guess its my sitting posture. I demand for a massage. I can't wait to be done with the paper tml, it marks the start of my Holidays!!! It also means tt I'll be able to kick my br0wn c0w's butt for real. *Grins*

Ahhhh, can't wait!!!

-=What Type of Men Will I Marry=-

Took this quiz from facebo0k.
I'm pretty happy with the result, hopefully it is the truth. Below is the result.

THE BEST FRIEND
He knows you better than anyone. He knows what you are going to say before you say it. You will have fun together no matter what you are doing and it will never get dull. Although being very much a man he will also be right by your side getting a pedicure or in the dressing room letting you know what he thinks of the dress you are trying on. He will be your rock and he will never stray. You will have a best friend through life and love.

The sad part is tt i d0n't attract the gd type of guys & its due to my confidence. WTH.
Below is the result of the type of guy i attract.

THE PLAYER
Don't hate the player, hate the game! You exude confidence and know how to hold yourself. This may intimidate other men, but not these types of boys. He is a huge flirt, and a bit cocky, but you liked that he knew what he wanted, and that he wanted you. You like to have a good time and are very adventurous in all aspects of life, but you really just want a good guy to be with. He isn't going to change his ways.

Wow, its actually pretty true when i come to think of it. Tskk..tskkk..
But its alright now. Now I have Love. I think.

-=Letsss.....c..Countttt..DOWN=-

Before I call it a night, I just want to shout...aHHHH!!! 8 moreee DAYS :)
Missed Love.

-=Give Thanks with a Grateful Heart=-

Thank God for giving me a wonderful family. A rather Stubborn(tts where I gt my temper frm) bt lovely mum, a protective n charming elder bro who is ever rdy 2 crack a joke 4 me & a dad who's causing me 2 hv vitamin C overdose with e amt of fruits he's stuffing me with everyday.
I'm stronger than I though I'm. Maybe its cOz of e trials tt God has put me through, sometimes I blame God 4 putting me through these. Since I was little, mum taught me e lessOns in life. I help any1 I see in need, my helping hand & listening ear is always on stand by. While jogging, i alrdy help several elderly with their baggages. Hence, when unfortunate events occur I wonder wats wrong with myself, Cld I've d0ne better? Slowly & surly, i realize many things are not within my control.
The g00d always die young, if this ever happens to me, i hope pple will not be too upset c0z i'll be in heaven with g0d. No more sufferings on earth anymore. But for now tt i'm still here, i'll hv a fulfilling life c0z e bad things in life did open my eyes to the good ones. Blessing in disguise pple call it, i don't blame g0d for e trials he put me through or i'll be going through anymore c0z I am bl00ming int0 a strong & fine young lady.

-=3.5 Popcorns=-

Watched e Movie(Taken) above e day before & I'll recommend it to my friends who are thinking of catching a movie. This thriller gives you a run for ur money, displaying a father's luv for his daughter, accompanied by all the fighting scene but i only gave it 3.5popcorns c0z e ending was pretty predictable. The Good always Wins, a Happy Ending as usual.

My progress on e revision is rather slow but slow is better than nothing right?? Will pull up my socks right after this post =x
Justin Timbrelake's 'Sexyback' playing on my itunes currently. A thought struck me while taking a break from my notes a moment ag0.
Questions suddenly surfaced, to clarify them or not to? Doing so might lead to another string of bickering. Sighs. Humans shld evolve into an advance creature whereby we can actually mind read, understand each 0ther's course of actions w/0 hving to ask. Isn't tt better? Most pple misunderstand each 0ther as they fail to recognize & digest why pple behave in a certain manner, thats when we let our imaginations run wild & things start to fall apart.
The worst happens when things are being clarified but explanations ain't clear & simply brushed off. This usually occurs in fresh r/s when couples ain't used to their partner's behaviors. R/s are fragile, esp. @ e start when the foundations are being built, it works similarly to the construction of any building. Contractors need to be honest, using real materials & putting in tons of sweat. This forms the mutual trust & long-term r/s with clients, same with any r/S. Nothing comes for free. Slip-short work is only used for Hit & Runs, short-term g0als which ends up nowhere after a few tries.
Wahhh..So much thoughts, drained. Dinner Time

-=Let no History repeat itself=-

I've deleted most of my past entries. It good not to dwell on the past & lo0k 4ward to wat lies ahead of us. What a headache!
Its time to get on with my revision, exactly 2More weeks be4 the AMCA paper. Lazing around & not having the mo0d to touch the notes..tskk..tskk this is really bad. I will start my revision. . . tml =)

-=Happy 11th B'day Aldren=-

Happy 11th b'day to my little cousin though he's not tt little..ermMm in size i meant =P The y0ungest among e cousins. Simple dinner @ grannys' with cousins & 2 b'day cakes for the b'day b0y. Gave the b'day b0y a Chelsea T-shirt, hope he likes it.(Photo of my closest cousin & i)

I'm really lo0king 4wArd to the end of thiS m0ntH. I'll be d0ne with my 1 & only paper on e 27tH & I'll be off t0 Bkk on the 29th & probably to s0mewhEre elsE in May. Hopefully n0thing g0es wrong with these plans, will be super devastated. Lo0king 4ward to al0t 0f thiNgs currently. Sometimes when we set g0als too hiGh & when we're to about to reach these g0als,things suddenly fumble..leaving Us all t0rned. So shld we still gO all e way t0 reach our g0als?? Yes, we only live once.

Tskk tskk..missing some1 is such a tough j0b *Sobs* Mood Swing kicks in @ times. Better concentrate on my exam readings for now, so little c0w better be go0d =P

-=A Stolen Heart=-

This entry is specially dedicated to my little cute br0wn c0w. Why? Just wanna put aside s0metiMe t0 ann0unce to the w0rld tt I'm Heartless, c0z he has stolen my heart..the wh0le of it. Every0ne has been aSking t0 see him..please lo0k bel0w =P
That's my Love.
Love his Smile, Love the way he lo0ks @ me, Love the way he tease mE, Love the way he fuss 0ver me, L0ve his sn0res, Loves his dimples, Loves his c0oking..i think if i c0ntinue listing d0wn every single thing i l0ve abt him, we'll be here till tml. I JUST LOVE EVERYTHING ABT HIM Esp. the way he L0ves Me.
Love c0mes very unexpectedly. I totally agree with it. Our Love didnt c0me easy & i least expected it to happen to us, 2yrs flew past but in the end G0d still br0ught us t0gether.
Thank G0d : )
It came unexpectedly just like hw i didn't expect to see the Cherry Blossom ab0ve.
I pr0mise t0 treasure us. I'm lo0king 4ward to spending a life tiMe t0gether..t0 stiCk 2gether always. Love.

-=tHe Unb0rn=-

I caught the movie 'Unborn' tis evening, unfortunately its not as scary as it seems..i Still wanna catch 'Coming So0n', anyone keen?? I'll only give it 2.5 Stars?? Watch it on a week day if u really hv to =X
I got myself a new toy, finally the RX8 transformer tt i've been lo0king for ages!! I wanted it in White but it only comes in Red, Dark Blue & Silver so i settled for the silver one..
hMmM, after getting bk frm Tokyo..I feel like I'm in a daze..seems pretty restlesS!!tSkk tskk, I will start revision nx week & try not to go out so often. I miss Love, wondering if he feels the same way t0o. I feel uneasy, coZ i feel vulnerable & i feel i'm getting Sticky =( I dont wanna be a pest & be to reliant. scared. very scared. Its been a long long time since i've felt this way. Good or Bad? I really dunn0e...hmmm..

-=Footprints in Tokyo=-

I'm back..back from Tokyo. Wonderful Tokyo? Well, I can't say tt..c0z e History less0ns in sec. sch still lingers in my mind. But quality time was spent with Love over there. . .& memories shared tt only b0th of us will embrace.

DisneyLand was fun but the ques are horrifying, wish there was m0re tiMe to finish the whole area. Still managed to tk a photo with Donald Duck th0ugh =) Shopping in Shibuya, Harajuku, Shinjuku & Ginza was fun. Much damage was done to love's pockets =X c0z of my Burberry's craze. Food was yumMy, did i mention before tt i find tt the only positive point of Jap is their fo0d??everywhere seems pretty clean & pple were polite. Most pple travel by train which they cld eat,drink & smoke in..drunkards & stench of alcohol lingers in the train every evening. What a Culture!!

On a positive n0te, I managed to catch the start of cherry Blossoms though not the full blossom..Still lucky la..haha. Maybe I'll be there nx yr to busk in the full blossoms =) Life is full of surprises, I'm happily digesting the greatness of it. There is a sliver lining behind every dark cloud definitely. 0verall, I enjoyed my time there so much with love, wish the clock cld stop or go just alil slower f0r just a lil while. Life is incomplete now, not when we're apart. I dunn0e what the future h0lds for us, but dear Lord pls guide us through all e trials & temptations.
Amen.

-=GoodBye McGraw-Hill Education=-

Currently in the office & feelinG rather EMO. How Time Flies, blink of an eye & 4months is g0ne. Today is sort of like the last day of my stay @ McGraw-Hill Education & I'm definately g0nna miss this place...n0t c0z of the unbearable air-con but e w0nderful Cols & friendships I've made here. After working at several places & diff types of jobs, i conclude tt tis is the best so far!!
Yes, its is pretty far inside TUAS but everything else makes up for it. I wonder if I can ever find such a wonderful BIG family to work with. Everyone smiles & talks to everyone here, yeshh..it gets pretty busy & i fall ill & get paper cuts once in awhile but i love this Co. , perhalps I shall try my luck to see if there's a full-time position available upon my graduation. Even if my pay issn't that fantastic @ first I wun mind working here,errrmm..my Brown Cow wun mind me getting an average pay @ 1st right, and can support me right? LOL

-=Actions Speaks Louder than WordS=-

Before I slp, I shall do the bunch of beautiful R0ses some justice.
Received the 1st bunch of Red & pink r0ses during CNY, Was so surprised & happy c0z its the 1st time s0me0ne sent me so many r0ses..and then..
Few days back, tadaaaaaa...the delivery man sent 99 BLUE r0sesss t0 my do0rstep!!Boy was i sh0cked. Very impressive, thanks Br0wn C0w..i Feel so spoilt now. . . i was afraid tt you were all talk & no actions but there..u always prove me wrong. Thanks for everything mo0mo0. I will treasure our fate. Currently Counting d0wn to leave on the Jet plane =) 2 weekssss moreee..

*yawn*
Missy

-=Topsy Turvy=-

Happy Belated V-day to all. Hw was e cel?Hope it went well :) I enjoyed my little cel. My little life has been topsy Turvy with e things tts happening & i've Nv thought tt i'll b goin to Jap, definitely e last holiday destination since I laid hands on my hiSt txtbkS. Bt I gueSs things often occur when leAst expEct them to.
I'm loOkin 4ward 2 e end of 4months attachment..alil break b4 my laSt seM!hw timE flies tt i'll b officially stepping into Wrking life @ e start of nx yr :x butterflies in my tuMmy thinking of it all. I can't wait 2 start wrk n get my hands on e rx8 & of coz the SC430 in the long run. =)

Goodnight for now =) Looking forward to tml.

-=happy CNY'09=-

9th of fEb marks e laSt dAy of Cny. Time to coUnt the hoNgbaO tt I collected this yr,my yr e yr of e Ox. Had a gd steaMboat dinner witH faMily & finally jog after 1month. My stamina dropped significantly :(

It seems tt CNY is a lovely tiMe if U guys get wat I mean :p Things hv been going on well..keeping my fingers crosSed tt things wiLL b sMooth this yr 4 all my lOved ones.

Will pOst the photos online soon :)

-=Winter in S'PORE=-

*yAwns* what a tiring day i had!! I fell aslp within 30s after reaching hm today. Was supposed to be out & about but turned everything d0wn just to slp. Yes, it sounds pretty insane but thats what i did. My HP cldn't stop ringing, as much as i wanna answer all the calls...i just didnt hv the will-power to pull myself up & answer them.

I'M turning into a POLAR BEAR right here in S'pore @ my office in TUAS. Even the col who said tt he didnt get a chance to wear his JAcket is putting it on now!! Definitely falling ill soon with the air-con blasting this way. *Shivers* My Cols & I are seriously thinking of investing in some woolen gloves if it d0esnt change anytiMe so0n. Roughly 1 more week to CNY & I need more clothes..geezzzZZ...

Love,
CarL

-= Let e pictures do e talking =-

I was lo0king through the photos taken on Christmas day & New Year Eve's Party..some of them are so Funny!! I had a great time laughing...not g0nna post th0se horrible one here, just a few for the eyesssssssss


I love my babessssssssssssssssssssss..........and my Smelly of c0z =P

-= Happy 2009 =-

Happy 2009 Every0ne!! May this year be a great & comforting 1 for all. Though there's e economy crisis but I'm sure all of us will pull through & be making tons of money in no time. I had a GREAT celebration with 15sugarc0ated h0ney babes @ the Furama Hotel. All the Laughter & fun..hw i luv them after 12yrs? & counting..till we're grey & hv trouble walking. It was fun but there was too much ALCOHOL!!! Po0r Elieen, Stacie & me hv to clean up the mess when every0ne left. We had a 'Colours' Party & the gift exchange session, unfortunately I was forfeited along with EW. The Tomato juice + CHIVAS t0tally sucks to the core.. I enjoyed myself & hope that 2009 will be a great 1 for all my honeyssss =)

New Year Resolutions for 2009

• Getting my license asap so i'm 1 step closer to my RX8
• Graduating & getting a good JOb
• Lossing Weight
• Learning Spanish & Thai
• To visit @ least 3 countries for holiday
• Getting a Stable Guy (LOLx)