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Life hasn't been going that smoothly for me, my only Joy is my son. Everyday i wake up & see his cute little chubby face, makes me feel that everything is worth it coz its for him. I control my temper & attitude nowadays but people seems to be taking advantage of it. When keys are not found, wallets left at places not by me but the owner, i get all the shit. Come on, I'm a lifetime partner to share joy & saddness with, not a punching bag for anyone.
I respect those who give me my respect & deserve it. There are many things that people don't know that I've been going through, I need some breathing space. God please give me the strength to overcome odds & let me get a job that I deserve soon.
I'm just inches away from erupting, maybe this is retribution for being too playful in the past. Any housewife who is being treated badly deserves to be helped, staying at home taking care of the childeren,doing the household chores and devoting her life to her family is a very huge sarcifice to her family. I dunnoe why these husbands out there cant think straight. Bringing the bread home is important but what will the family become without these housewives?
I had my fortune read once and i'm slowly withnessing the unfolding of my life as much as i wish that it will not happen. Well, the world still revolves and we still have to continue on with our lives, enough said lets just see how things go. Don't worry God will punish those who bully the weak. Amen.

i am a FAILURE..

I feel like a total failure. I thought I was the happiest bride,it turns out diff. I'm torn,shattered. I love my son, i'll love him even if he's not with me. I'll work hard and fight for him, God help me to get a job soon and give me the strength to stay strong. I dunnoe hw long more I can take this stress, I no longer hope to come hm to face anyone but my son. He's my only joy & worry nw.
Blamed for the things i've not done, i love my mum althought she said mean things abt me. It pains me to see her cry still. I need a break from everything, i might just become a nut.

Family, what does it mean to you? I've no1 but myself, its sad to say after living for 25yrs tt I'm actually all alone. Maybe thats what God has planned for me. Who am i? I'm just an insignificant person who everyone hates. I tried, tried to make pple around me happy. Sometimes i wish to just end it all, once and for all. I'm only a human, i've got a heart and feelings too.
God please show me the light, i really need you nw.