-=Phobia 2=-

It was a mad rush while love was bk in SG to do our solemnization. There seems to be so many things to do & so little time, we were as busy as beesss. But we managed to catch Phobia2 on 1 of e nights, i feel that its not a scary as i wld like it..too graphical. If U want a good laugh, just cinemas today =)

OOhhhyaaa..i finally passed my driving test, imagine e super duper happy look on my face when e test told me i paSsed!! I've to thank Love for giving me support & encouragement all these while. It feels great to be able to drive when u know there's a car underneath e carpark waiting for you. Lastly, i just want to clear my last sem without any hurdles.

Amen.

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-=2 More projs to Grad=-

Last sem of Uni, 2 more sems to graduation i hope. Time really flies..its gonna be the end of my sch life, I'm stepping into another phrase of life. There's a mixture of feelings both good & bad. I think i'll miss my friends alot..the gossips, the last night of projs..dont we wish sometimes time will slow d0wn a little. My sec days were the best days of my life, i dream of those times in my slp very often. Recently, I've been pretty stressed out..it seems like there's so much happening & I can't cope with it. There's no1 here when i need a crying shoulder, pple around just adds to my stress level. I hate it!
I don't want to start working immediately after graduating, i want to tk a break & go for a holiday to somewhere i like..i want to go to brazil, eygpt, new Calendonia,vietnam etc..i want to enjoy life alil before working. I dont want pple to rule my life for me or give unnecessary comments, no matter how close u're to me. Its my life so go step on ur own life instead.

-=Freaky Weather=-

I'm feeling so tired now @ 4plus in e morning but i can't get to slp!! I turned off e air-con as it was freezing but as soon as it was off, my room turned into an 0ven!! Gosh, it was raining cats & Dogs yest and t0day is terribly H0T! If it g0es on like this, i'll definately turn into a walking z0mbie. Hopefully love ain't facing e same prob as me here in SG, but i know i'm definately g0nna get a sc0lding when he sees this post & e timing tis was p0sted haha. I miss Love!
Down with e finance test & e sales Com report, 2m0re reports & 4final exams to graduation. The finance test was easy thanks to e practise we went through, distinction shldn't be a prob =] But if this bad weather continues, how am i going to be in e right state of mind to do my revision?? tskkk tskkk.
Been going through many forums & reviews to see if e mobile love & i are g0nna get is good, now i'm in a real dilemma. Reviews gave the SonyEricsson X1 8.7/10 but the reviews were pretty bad, the HTC HD is too expensive!! & the classmates says tt LG phones ain't e best to choose from. ARGHHHHhhhh, howhow?? maybe i shld just get another E71? its the editors as well as the readers' choice! Or maybe wait for the E72 to be out? Well, any phone is better than the lousy one i'm using n0w, it has no bluetooth and my friends are all laughing their heads off cozzzzzzzz i was such a hp geek!
yawns. finally i'm sleepy enough to ignore e freaky weather.
Back to bed.

BLOGGER SUCKS!!! PHOTOS CANNOT BE UPLOADED

-=Finished=-

I have made up my mind.

-=Busy as a Bee=-

OMG, its nearly 5pm & I just started my reports. I've got so much things to be done but so much trouble on hands. I can't believe how irresponsible & nonsupporting some pple can be when i already have so much to be done. It really sh0ws h0w much we can count on them in times of need. I guess my blog is turning into a place where I pour my unhappiness to instead of happiness since I can't feel any happiness now.
Since this is the way I'm treated, I shall concentrate on my work instead. I dont have so much time and effort to waste on insignificant matters currently. I'm losing faith as days go by, this is not changing. I'm not going to waste my life!

-=Changed Lifestyle for n0thing=-

Just a lil post before bed. My lil silky terrier (Money) went to the vet on thurs & it was found tt he has ear infection as I was careless on my part on cleaning him. I didnt know tt I've to clean his ears. He's getting really n0tti, chewing on stuff around e hm & tt includes my feet!! Maybe my feet looks like tasty treat to him, haha.

Really upset with things. I feel tt I've change my lifesyle for n0thing or rather I'm not being appericated. I shall start my exercise routine again & go out with my pals more often instead of staying hm. Its so not me..why am i doing all these? I can no longer convince myself. In this prime time of my life, I shld go out & enjoy myself. I will not waste my life away anymore. I've not being joining the late night chill out sessions & much activities. Time to get a hold on my boring life. So sleepy, i'm off to bed..early lecture tml.

Cheers

-=Happy Belated 44th B'day S'pore=-

Happy Belated b'day S'pore, 44yrs of independence. What a long way we've come & there's more to go!! I didn't get to watch the national day parade live but it alright,I wonder why would they let Mark lee join the parade with his ah-beng english. YUCKS!!

Back in S'pore after being sun-burnt @ the Onjuku beach(the famous camel beach in Chiba prefecture in Jap) I've never ever been to a beach that is soooooo freaking hot!! The sand has iron deposits & it was burning my feet. Gosh! But it was a gd experience, i was the camels =) Yet to d/l photos onto lappy as there were too many things to be done. I'll just post a photo of me & love while we were @ the hot spring the last time. I missed love even more now, wish that he's zzz right beside me now. I pray tt the earthquakes in Tokyo will end & keep love safe from harm.

I promised to get to bed soon. HOpefully i'll be able to d/l all the photos & post some of them up in the nx post.

Just a p0st to remind tt i'm 24

Happy B'day to myself belated. Birthdays..they'r n0thing special but just a reminder tt we're getting older. o0h ya,i g0t a puppy for my b'day, a silky terrier..the only b'day present i've this yr. His name is money & he's really naughty & adorable.
Life isnt as planned, mine fared much worst.
Never felt so bad before in my entire life.
Never been cursed so much & treated this way.
Its just awhile more, violence doesnt solve problrm.
Vagularities. They'll all be far far away from me.
I'll be good for now, let time fly.

-=TGIF=-

Thank God its friday & i dont hv to go for clasSes tml & sat c0z the lecturer sucks & he just merely reads everything out from the slides. What's a lecturer for what he does n0thing else but tt? no explaination & all, he's g0nna be jobless by the end of this sem. I've hear many complaining & one by one pple just stroll out of the lect r00m. What's WORST? THIS IS HIS 1ST LECTURE WITH US!! It doesnt mean you can lecture when u've so many degrees' or masters. Teaching is a gift.

Its finally time to meet up with the babes. Its been ages since i've seen all of them t0gether, i bet there's tons of news to share.
Relax & unwine alil. Been really stressed up recently, things d0nt seem to be g0ing sm00thly & its been a torture!! I've my principles to follow & set of things tt i hate, when the leverage is given & n0t treasured. Nothing else can be done.
When some1 steals $10 & he gets caught, he'll be jailed.
When some1 else steals $100,000 & gets caught, he'll be jailed too.

So the moral of the story is.. .. ..D0N'T Steal! haha. Work for what you deserve & when u reap the harvest, it'll be a blessing from g0d!
TGIF once again.

-=5 m0re dayssss to Harry p0tter=-

I'm g0nna make this p0st a quick one, promised my big baby tt i'm g0nna slp. Tired but definitely not from the shopping today,it was only half done!! I'm not d0ne with my shoes & i didnt hv time 2 triM my br0wns..tsK tskk..Shld wait for sms 2 go shopping with en or j0anne.

I've never been so excited to watch Harry P0tter, 5 m0re days!! Me,Big Baby, Buddy + BF. I just can't wait for buddy to finally meet my baby in person. It seems tt I watched most of the Potter's with Buddy. I'll be g00d till then. Cheers

Love Love,
Missy

-=Mid-Week Blues=-

I woke up 0n e wrong side of e bed t0day, feeling ultra Moody. Issnt e blues supposed to be on Mondays usually? Maybe i'm abnormal. Hopefully i d0nt chew my classmates up when i g0 f0r lecture later. The PMS is really getting to me,haiz. g0t to rush now, g0nna be late.

-=8hours after=-

Its roughly 8hrs after the infamous A380, better than the rest in terms of space but still my body's aching. Was drifting in & out of dreamland when br0 w0ke me up 4 a glass of ice-wine, cheeks' burning frm e alcohol currently. Did a lil unpacking & saw a lil dirt on my new coach bag tsk tskk, luckily managed 2 hv it cleaned.
Will back track with photos in e nx few post after i've l0aded them. Unpacking was difficult, i 4g0t 2 put l0ve in my luggage hence missing him t0ns. Its g0nna be hard time to get 0ver in e nx few weeks/months with the new sem starting but n0 matter what, We've c0me tis far & n0things' g0nna stop us n0w =p Embarking on an entirely new stage of life with my lil br0wn c0w is s0mething that i'm l0oking 4ward t0. Hang on there folks & taste e sweetness after. Would like to express my gratitude to Br0wn c0w 4 all e l0ve in e w0rld till n0w & apologises for my occasional stubbornness. There's n0thing m0re in e w0rld tt i want now except my lil br0wn c0w. Heading off 2 bed n0w, fresh start for e new/last sem. Gambatte.

-=Time's Up=-

How time flies when we're having so much fun. A month's time is flying pass, all lovely things will need to come to an end, i guess this allows us to dstinguise between e gd ones frm the awful ones. I'm g0nna miss love.
The weekend @ Hokkaido was great but i missed the lavander, wasted. Hokkaido was all abt Huge Crabs and melons haha. The hotel(cross hotel) we stayed @ was really nice & convient. Thanks love for all the arrangements, i hope you enjoyed urself.
There are more events waiting to unfold in the coming months, events of the upmost importance.

-=The 0ther side 0f Love=-

I'm tucked in a cosy corner of tokyo dr0wned with love, enjoying the warm-choco cake tt love rushed all e way bk to give me, making sure tt i will n0t starve f0r lunch. Being the non-romantic & blur guy, i nv expected tt frm him. I'm so delighted. These few weeks he has been changing & its really heartfelt to know s0me0ne is trying his best. Thank you Love. Thank you for showing me the 0ther side of u tt n01 has =) i feel loved.
The Male Species, are they really from Mars?HAHA, i guess they're c0z m0st 0f them are confused abt the female species. We've to tell them what we want be4 they g0 int0 action, but lets give them credit for their actions =) Well done for th0se wh0 have already put w0rds int0 acti0ns & 'Gambatte' for th0se wh0 are planning their acti0ns.

For updates, I cleared my AMCA paper w/0 anything grades t0 wh000haaa abt & i'm finally riding towards my last seM of sch. Its g0nna be a t0ugh seM but i must clear it. Looking 4ward to September. Cheers.

-=Elements of a Successful R/S=-

Personally i feel tt elements of a successful r/s includes,responsibility, love, understanding, trust, patience & tolerance. Generally, every1 kn0ws this but hw many pple are able to put all these words into actions? I myself can't even put them into actions. I'm such an impatient & low tolerance freak. Trust is e fundamental of all, but it can't be demanded; Trust comes naturally when partners put honesty into actions, its fragile when trust between partners is broken. Much effort & time has to be exhibited be4 the trust is formed again, it also depends on hw much partners are willing to go through for each 0ther to regain each 0ther's trust. It will be a very tough path, many give up be4 trying & 0thers can't tk e difficulties along the way & give up in the end. Th0se few wh0 hang on there till e end will enjoy the fruits of their labour & treasure each 0ther m0re as they know hw precious e other party is & hw much they've been through t0gether.
I'm happy to know tt my 2 gd friends are finally t0gether, i bet they went through alot to finally be together. My r/s didnt come easy as well so we treasure each 0ther a great deal. Fate d0esnt come easy so while its here, keep it safe before its too late.

-=Time witH Love=-

This photo was taken in Bkk, one of my fav. photo with rose complimentary frm e Hotel. Wonderful Hotel to stay if anyone decides to go Bkk. Eastin Hotel, excellent service & c0mfy r00ms & smiley staff. What m0re can we ask f0r?


DisneySea was so fun!! Esp. e rollerc0aster ridesssss...right Love?hehee..there's mmore to come..so0n...very veryyyy so0n =pThis is an0ther 0f my fav. ph0t0, i tHink we l0ok s0 cute t0gether. Its our 1st trip out of the main t0wn. The Nikko waterfall tt we went to is marvelous & i hope tt we'll be this happy for the rest of our lives. Can't wait to see Love, so0n..very veryy so0n..

-=3rd Attempt=-

It sucks, I failed my driving test the 3rd tiMe. Is my driving tt lousy? I've been wanting to drive since ages ag0 but I just can't pass my test. What a failure.
When unfortunate things happen, they come in a row. I though I heard e Bells ringing & giving off a melodious tune but it seems tt my ears are playing tricks on me. What a Joke. A cruel joke that God is playing on me perhalps. Shall think of Hw to occupy the rest of my holidays since i just declined an offer, hw silly of me. I trust tt God will make a way for me.

P.s. Loads of thanks to all those who gave me their luck for my driving test.

-=8th Day=-

Its the 8th day of my 2nd stay in Tokyo. The weather is much more accomdating this time, i feel comfortable basking in the breeze. I've been such a pig, wasnt able to get up early to find tt shrine in Harajuku but i will do tt tml. Its tough not knowing hw to speak their native language & tougher when i've no1 2 turn to. Everything is in Japanese, @ times when i wanna eat..i'll try my luck to insert the coin for a ticket hoping it'll turn out to be something edible Haha.

Love is ill. I'm trying my best to lo0k after him but he aint getting better. I'm @ my wits' end now, i wanna whip up a nutritious meal but our taste buds are diff, i try to keep my mood up amidst my wild thoughts hopefully it is good enough to lighten up his moods but all these aint working. I am such a failure.

ALL I WANNA DO NOW IS SIT AT A CORNER TO CRY BUT I DONT EVEN HV A CORNER TO DO THAT.

-=Fighting the inner self=-

Done with BKK & currently lazing around in a lil corner of Tokyo.

BKK was alright but its a waste tt i didnt get to go to the few places as planned. Nvm. Its great tt I sent time with Love. The longings to see him has been satisfied. He's been really sweet to acc me to BKK amidst his busy schedule, its a really heartfelt action. 

E flight to Tokyo wasn't tt pleasant, my heart nearly pop outta my mouth =x Was tt a bad omen?? Familiar with e streets on e way back but the feeling is diff this time around. I felt scared & unsure, suddenly having cold feet. My mind has been flooded again with images & thoughts tt aint pleasant. Being drained drastically the day before didnt help & i didnt wanna make any fuss anymore. 17days till i make my way bk hm. Its really g0nna be a test for me? or maybe us..ermmMm..i guess its just me. When everything in e world seems right, its just our own mind & heart we have to concur. Life? Its still nv fair. I guess it'll nv be, acting Dumb doesn't help or rather things will be worst somehow. Mum says I am dumb sometimes, i think i have to agree with her sometimessss...going back to dreamland now. Hopefully my memories will all be erased. 

ciao