-=TGIF=-

Thank God its friday & i dont hv to go for clasSes tml & sat c0z the lecturer sucks & he just merely reads everything out from the slides. What's a lecturer for what he does n0thing else but tt? no explaination & all, he's g0nna be jobless by the end of this sem. I've hear many complaining & one by one pple just stroll out of the lect r00m. What's WORST? THIS IS HIS 1ST LECTURE WITH US!! It doesnt mean you can lecture when u've so many degrees' or masters. Teaching is a gift.

Its finally time to meet up with the babes. Its been ages since i've seen all of them t0gether, i bet there's tons of news to share.
Relax & unwine alil. Been really stressed up recently, things d0nt seem to be g0ing sm00thly & its been a torture!! I've my principles to follow & set of things tt i hate, when the leverage is given & n0t treasured. Nothing else can be done.
When some1 steals $10 & he gets caught, he'll be jailed.
When some1 else steals $100,000 & gets caught, he'll be jailed too.

So the moral of the story is.. .. ..D0N'T Steal! haha. Work for what you deserve & when u reap the harvest, it'll be a blessing from g0d!
TGIF once again.

-=5 m0re dayssss to Harry p0tter=-

I'm g0nna make this p0st a quick one, promised my big baby tt i'm g0nna slp. Tired but definitely not from the shopping today,it was only half done!! I'm not d0ne with my shoes & i didnt hv time 2 triM my br0wns..tsK tskk..Shld wait for sms 2 go shopping with en or j0anne.

I've never been so excited to watch Harry P0tter, 5 m0re days!! Me,Big Baby, Buddy + BF. I just can't wait for buddy to finally meet my baby in person. It seems tt I watched most of the Potter's with Buddy. I'll be g00d till then. Cheers

Love Love,
Missy

-=Mid-Week Blues=-

I woke up 0n e wrong side of e bed t0day, feeling ultra Moody. Issnt e blues supposed to be on Mondays usually? Maybe i'm abnormal. Hopefully i d0nt chew my classmates up when i g0 f0r lecture later. The PMS is really getting to me,haiz. g0t to rush now, g0nna be late.

-=8hours after=-

Its roughly 8hrs after the infamous A380, better than the rest in terms of space but still my body's aching. Was drifting in & out of dreamland when br0 w0ke me up 4 a glass of ice-wine, cheeks' burning frm e alcohol currently. Did a lil unpacking & saw a lil dirt on my new coach bag tsk tskk, luckily managed 2 hv it cleaned.
Will back track with photos in e nx few post after i've l0aded them. Unpacking was difficult, i 4g0t 2 put l0ve in my luggage hence missing him t0ns. Its g0nna be hard time to get 0ver in e nx few weeks/months with the new sem starting but n0 matter what, We've c0me tis far & n0things' g0nna stop us n0w =p Embarking on an entirely new stage of life with my lil br0wn c0w is s0mething that i'm l0oking 4ward t0. Hang on there folks & taste e sweetness after. Would like to express my gratitude to Br0wn c0w 4 all e l0ve in e w0rld till n0w & apologises for my occasional stubbornness. There's n0thing m0re in e w0rld tt i want now except my lil br0wn c0w. Heading off 2 bed n0w, fresh start for e new/last sem. Gambatte.

-=Time's Up=-

How time flies when we're having so much fun. A month's time is flying pass, all lovely things will need to come to an end, i guess this allows us to dstinguise between e gd ones frm the awful ones. I'm g0nna miss love.
The weekend @ Hokkaido was great but i missed the lavander, wasted. Hokkaido was all abt Huge Crabs and melons haha. The hotel(cross hotel) we stayed @ was really nice & convient. Thanks love for all the arrangements, i hope you enjoyed urself.
There are more events waiting to unfold in the coming months, events of the upmost importance.

-=The 0ther side 0f Love=-

I'm tucked in a cosy corner of tokyo dr0wned with love, enjoying the warm-choco cake tt love rushed all e way bk to give me, making sure tt i will n0t starve f0r lunch. Being the non-romantic & blur guy, i nv expected tt frm him. I'm so delighted. These few weeks he has been changing & its really heartfelt to know s0me0ne is trying his best. Thank you Love. Thank you for showing me the 0ther side of u tt n01 has =) i feel loved.
The Male Species, are they really from Mars?HAHA, i guess they're c0z m0st 0f them are confused abt the female species. We've to tell them what we want be4 they g0 int0 action, but lets give them credit for their actions =) Well done for th0se wh0 have already put w0rds int0 acti0ns & 'Gambatte' for th0se wh0 are planning their acti0ns.

For updates, I cleared my AMCA paper w/0 anything grades t0 wh000haaa abt & i'm finally riding towards my last seM of sch. Its g0nna be a t0ugh seM but i must clear it. Looking 4ward to September. Cheers.

-=Elements of a Successful R/S=-

Personally i feel tt elements of a successful r/s includes,responsibility, love, understanding, trust, patience & tolerance. Generally, every1 kn0ws this but hw many pple are able to put all these words into actions? I myself can't even put them into actions. I'm such an impatient & low tolerance freak. Trust is e fundamental of all, but it can't be demanded; Trust comes naturally when partners put honesty into actions, its fragile when trust between partners is broken. Much effort & time has to be exhibited be4 the trust is formed again, it also depends on hw much partners are willing to go through for each 0ther to regain each 0ther's trust. It will be a very tough path, many give up be4 trying & 0thers can't tk e difficulties along the way & give up in the end. Th0se few wh0 hang on there till e end will enjoy the fruits of their labour & treasure each 0ther m0re as they know hw precious e other party is & hw much they've been through t0gether.
I'm happy to know tt my 2 gd friends are finally t0gether, i bet they went through alot to finally be together. My r/s didnt come easy as well so we treasure each 0ther a great deal. Fate d0esnt come easy so while its here, keep it safe before its too late.

-=Time witH Love=-

This photo was taken in Bkk, one of my fav. photo with rose complimentary frm e Hotel. Wonderful Hotel to stay if anyone decides to go Bkk. Eastin Hotel, excellent service & c0mfy r00ms & smiley staff. What m0re can we ask f0r?


DisneySea was so fun!! Esp. e rollerc0aster ridesssss...right Love?hehee..there's mmore to come..so0n...very veryyyy so0n =pThis is an0ther 0f my fav. ph0t0, i tHink we l0ok s0 cute t0gether. Its our 1st trip out of the main t0wn. The Nikko waterfall tt we went to is marvelous & i hope tt we'll be this happy for the rest of our lives. Can't wait to see Love, so0n..very veryy so0n..

-=3rd Attempt=-

It sucks, I failed my driving test the 3rd tiMe. Is my driving tt lousy? I've been wanting to drive since ages ag0 but I just can't pass my test. What a failure.
When unfortunate things happen, they come in a row. I though I heard e Bells ringing & giving off a melodious tune but it seems tt my ears are playing tricks on me. What a Joke. A cruel joke that God is playing on me perhalps. Shall think of Hw to occupy the rest of my holidays since i just declined an offer, hw silly of me. I trust tt God will make a way for me.

P.s. Loads of thanks to all those who gave me their luck for my driving test.

-=8th Day=-

Its the 8th day of my 2nd stay in Tokyo. The weather is much more accomdating this time, i feel comfortable basking in the breeze. I've been such a pig, wasnt able to get up early to find tt shrine in Harajuku but i will do tt tml. Its tough not knowing hw to speak their native language & tougher when i've no1 2 turn to. Everything is in Japanese, @ times when i wanna eat..i'll try my luck to insert the coin for a ticket hoping it'll turn out to be something edible Haha.

Love is ill. I'm trying my best to lo0k after him but he aint getting better. I'm @ my wits' end now, i wanna whip up a nutritious meal but our taste buds are diff, i try to keep my mood up amidst my wild thoughts hopefully it is good enough to lighten up his moods but all these aint working. I am such a failure.

ALL I WANNA DO NOW IS SIT AT A CORNER TO CRY BUT I DONT EVEN HV A CORNER TO DO THAT.

-=Fighting the inner self=-

Done with BKK & currently lazing around in a lil corner of Tokyo.

BKK was alright but its a waste tt i didnt get to go to the few places as planned. Nvm. Its great tt I sent time with Love. The longings to see him has been satisfied. He's been really sweet to acc me to BKK amidst his busy schedule, its a really heartfelt action. 

E flight to Tokyo wasn't tt pleasant, my heart nearly pop outta my mouth =x Was tt a bad omen?? Familiar with e streets on e way back but the feeling is diff this time around. I felt scared & unsure, suddenly having cold feet. My mind has been flooded again with images & thoughts tt aint pleasant. Being drained drastically the day before didnt help & i didnt wanna make any fuss anymore. 17days till i make my way bk hm. Its really g0nna be a test for me? or maybe us..ermmMm..i guess its just me. When everything in e world seems right, its just our own mind & heart we have to concur. Life? Its still nv fair. I guess it'll nv be, acting Dumb doesn't help or rather things will be worst somehow. Mum says I am dumb sometimes, i think i have to agree with her sometimessss...going back to dreamland now. Hopefully my memories will all be erased. 

ciao

-=Reap what you s0w=-

Done with the AMCA Paper but it seems that my mood aint getting any better.
Irritation. I HATE it when pple raise their voice when talking to me for no apparent reason, it just gives me e urge to slam d0wn the phone. Friends, do u trust ur friends 100% ? Well, i used to & was disappointed. There are so many disappointments in life. Or rather its just in my life?
But there are still Angels around. A friend told me this; The bad things in life often open ur eyes to the gd ones. Issit?

What do u get packing ur room neatly & trying to clean up the house for a visitor, when u've a bad running nose? Some comfort, a tissue? Ha, in my dreams perhaps. No more, i shall just leave things as it is in future. The exams are over, i hope everything else will be too. I'm drained. Can't be b0thered abt anything alrdy. The rainy weather goes hand in hand with the situations i'm facing to dampen my mood totally. Cheers.

-=Eve of My AMCA Paper=-

*phew*
I'm almost done with my revision. My shoulders & my neck is aching like mad, i guess its my sitting posture. I demand for a massage. I can't wait to be done with the paper tml, it marks the start of my Holidays!!! It also means tt I'll be able to kick my br0wn c0w's butt for real. *Grins*

Ahhhh, can't wait!!!

-=What Type of Men Will I Marry=-

Took this quiz from facebo0k.
I'm pretty happy with the result, hopefully it is the truth. Below is the result.

THE BEST FRIEND
He knows you better than anyone. He knows what you are going to say before you say it. You will have fun together no matter what you are doing and it will never get dull. Although being very much a man he will also be right by your side getting a pedicure or in the dressing room letting you know what he thinks of the dress you are trying on. He will be your rock and he will never stray. You will have a best friend through life and love.

The sad part is tt i d0n't attract the gd type of guys & its due to my confidence. WTH.
Below is the result of the type of guy i attract.

THE PLAYER
Don't hate the player, hate the game! You exude confidence and know how to hold yourself. This may intimidate other men, but not these types of boys. He is a huge flirt, and a bit cocky, but you liked that he knew what he wanted, and that he wanted you. You like to have a good time and are very adventurous in all aspects of life, but you really just want a good guy to be with. He isn't going to change his ways.

Wow, its actually pretty true when i come to think of it. Tskk..tskkk..
But its alright now. Now I have Love. I think.

-=Letsss.....c..Countttt..DOWN=-

Before I call it a night, I just want to shout...aHHHH!!! 8 moreee DAYS :)
Missed Love.

-=Give Thanks with a Grateful Heart=-

Thank God for giving me a wonderful family. A rather Stubborn(tts where I gt my temper frm) bt lovely mum, a protective n charming elder bro who is ever rdy 2 crack a joke 4 me & a dad who's causing me 2 hv vitamin C overdose with e amt of fruits he's stuffing me with everyday.
I'm stronger than I though I'm. Maybe its cOz of e trials tt God has put me through, sometimes I blame God 4 putting me through these. Since I was little, mum taught me e lessOns in life. I help any1 I see in need, my helping hand & listening ear is always on stand by. While jogging, i alrdy help several elderly with their baggages. Hence, when unfortunate events occur I wonder wats wrong with myself, Cld I've d0ne better? Slowly & surly, i realize many things are not within my control.
The g00d always die young, if this ever happens to me, i hope pple will not be too upset c0z i'll be in heaven with g0d. No more sufferings on earth anymore. But for now tt i'm still here, i'll hv a fulfilling life c0z e bad things in life did open my eyes to the good ones. Blessing in disguise pple call it, i don't blame g0d for e trials he put me through or i'll be going through anymore c0z I am bl00ming int0 a strong & fine young lady.

-=3.5 Popcorns=-

Watched e Movie(Taken) above e day before & I'll recommend it to my friends who are thinking of catching a movie. This thriller gives you a run for ur money, displaying a father's luv for his daughter, accompanied by all the fighting scene but i only gave it 3.5popcorns c0z e ending was pretty predictable. The Good always Wins, a Happy Ending as usual.

My progress on e revision is rather slow but slow is better than nothing right?? Will pull up my socks right after this post =x
Justin Timbrelake's 'Sexyback' playing on my itunes currently. A thought struck me while taking a break from my notes a moment ag0.
Questions suddenly surfaced, to clarify them or not to? Doing so might lead to another string of bickering. Sighs. Humans shld evolve into an advance creature whereby we can actually mind read, understand each 0ther's course of actions w/0 hving to ask. Isn't tt better? Most pple misunderstand each 0ther as they fail to recognize & digest why pple behave in a certain manner, thats when we let our imaginations run wild & things start to fall apart.
The worst happens when things are being clarified but explanations ain't clear & simply brushed off. This usually occurs in fresh r/s when couples ain't used to their partner's behaviors. R/s are fragile, esp. @ e start when the foundations are being built, it works similarly to the construction of any building. Contractors need to be honest, using real materials & putting in tons of sweat. This forms the mutual trust & long-term r/s with clients, same with any r/S. Nothing comes for free. Slip-short work is only used for Hit & Runs, short-term g0als which ends up nowhere after a few tries.
Wahhh..So much thoughts, drained. Dinner Time

-=Let no History repeat itself=-

I've deleted most of my past entries. It good not to dwell on the past & lo0k 4ward to wat lies ahead of us. What a headache!
Its time to get on with my revision, exactly 2More weeks be4 the AMCA paper. Lazing around & not having the mo0d to touch the notes..tskk..tskk this is really bad. I will start my revision. . . tml =)

-=Happy 11th B'day Aldren=-

Happy 11th b'day to my little cousin though he's not tt little..ermMm in size i meant =P The y0ungest among e cousins. Simple dinner @ grannys' with cousins & 2 b'day cakes for the b'day b0y. Gave the b'day b0y a Chelsea T-shirt, hope he likes it.(Photo of my closest cousin & i)

I'm really lo0king 4wArd to the end of thiS m0ntH. I'll be d0ne with my 1 & only paper on e 27tH & I'll be off t0 Bkk on the 29th & probably to s0mewhEre elsE in May. Hopefully n0thing g0es wrong with these plans, will be super devastated. Lo0king 4ward to al0t 0f thiNgs currently. Sometimes when we set g0als too hiGh & when we're to about to reach these g0als,things suddenly fumble..leaving Us all t0rned. So shld we still gO all e way t0 reach our g0als?? Yes, we only live once.

Tskk tskk..missing some1 is such a tough j0b *Sobs* Mood Swing kicks in @ times. Better concentrate on my exam readings for now, so little c0w better be go0d =P

-=A Stolen Heart=-

This entry is specially dedicated to my little cute br0wn c0w. Why? Just wanna put aside s0metiMe t0 ann0unce to the w0rld tt I'm Heartless, c0z he has stolen my heart..the wh0le of it. Every0ne has been aSking t0 see him..please lo0k bel0w =P
That's my Love.
Love his Smile, Love the way he lo0ks @ me, Love the way he tease mE, Love the way he fuss 0ver me, L0ve his sn0res, Loves his dimples, Loves his c0oking..i think if i c0ntinue listing d0wn every single thing i l0ve abt him, we'll be here till tml. I JUST LOVE EVERYTHING ABT HIM Esp. the way he L0ves Me.
Love c0mes very unexpectedly. I totally agree with it. Our Love didnt c0me easy & i least expected it to happen to us, 2yrs flew past but in the end G0d still br0ught us t0gether.
Thank G0d : )
It came unexpectedly just like hw i didn't expect to see the Cherry Blossom ab0ve.
I pr0mise t0 treasure us. I'm lo0king 4ward to spending a life tiMe t0gether..t0 stiCk 2gether always. Love.