-=Low point in life shows th0se wh0 are worthy=-

Feeling all alone & upset now,e one i thought i cld trust wasn't there. Screaming n hurling insults tt I felt tt everything in life was easy. WOW, i cldnt believe my ears...I'm more em0 now due to certain reasons & i suddenly felt alone. In this world there's no1 to fend 4 u except urself even though u might b in ur weakess. A holiday tt isnt wat it turned out to be & a marriage tt isnt e way it shld be.

I've lost the touch tt i used to get from my love. It seems tt e love is gone or lost somewhere, like i said the most wonder thing in life cannot b seem it must be felt in e heart. Having all e money in e world or drivng a very posh car doesnt make one happy, its the happiness tt one gets from the other. I used to think tt if i m ever in need or trouble he'll always be there but i was proven wrong, imagine having to ask to be more cared for @ my weakess. Worthless begger it seems, hw i miss my mum now & she wld be here to wipe my tears away frm me. She'll not scream & hurl @ me in e state i am in currently.

Have 4gotten Why i g0t married in e 1st place, where is e love? But since e fact is tt i am married, i shall bear with it for this life n be that worthless person. I hope my fake smiles can last for this whole marriage, life is meaningless now & there's definately nothing to look forward to. I'll learn to take the money & fake the smiles, its only here that i can show my true feelings now & maybe to my true friend.

Christmas will be a sad one from now onwards. MY Life, its e end. Regretting is too late now. hope god takes me away soon.

-=Seoul in 2 m0re days=-

Its freezing cold in tokyo and I'll be heading to Seoul in 2 more days. MuM says tt e temp is -4degrees!!Arghhh, i'm having a cold feet thinking of it alrdy but its g0nna be a white christmas there!! So cool, but love is not able to join in. Hopefully, it'll really be like a shopping heaven there..i need to get more accessories for my wedding and mask to keep my looking radiant hehe.
Hopefully, love will miss me tons when I'm in Seoul shopping =) I'll be much happier after this Shopping spree trip i guess, i've not been able to get anything tt i like here in Tokyo & its damn irritaing, i wanna go shopping & end up with shopping bags!!
Looking 4ward to the meet ups withs uni,pri,poly and sec sch friends in Dec...christmas spirit gets all of us t0gether,hw i love it!! I wonder what i'm g0nna get for my christmas present, its seems tt there's n0thing in my list now except for the arrival of the new car =) i want more holidays. I want to go to new caledonia!!

-=Back in Japan=-

Back in Japan for the last time this yr or probably the 2nd last time alrdy. Too much of anything is not very good, thinking of having Ramen now turns me a lil off haha..even when i was bk @ SG for my exams i kept far far away frm any Jap related f0od!!!

This will be probably be 1 of e most fulfilling trips as i'll be travelling to Hokkiad0, Osaka, kobe..etc and Seoul with my sec sch friends as well. I'm kinda of excited abt it alrdy, love n my lil trip will start early tml. It'll be said tt i'm too proud if i say i'm say tt I'm sick of taking planes, but its really kinda tiring (o.O) Hopefully its not too c0lddddddd n freezing in Hokkiadooo *fingers crossed*

After all the holiday it'll be a busy busy period for me, we've decided to hold our wedding dinner in Jan. Heheheehe....to be continued.

-=Sickening Sick=-

Tskk tskk, I've have been stuck @ hm since Sunday evening when I got bk from Tokyo. I'm d0wn with Stomach Ulcer & its horrible!! I kept me awake @ night due 2 e pain, I've only been feeding on plain porridge till thurs. Dear God pls let me recover s0 tt I can concentrate on my 1st paper nx week.
I've been left at hm with my silky,money everyday. Even when I need to get something @ plaza I can't mk it there.arghhhh...Its due to my incorrect eating style & e things i've eaten in e past few days. I'll promise to eat healthy & on time from now onwards. It really hurts, oUch! whats worst is tt love is not even here to tk care of me, WTH it sucks!

-=RIP Dearest Olympus=-

Haven't blogged for awhile & I'm g0ing t0 mk this a quick one..RIP my dearest Olympus!! Its dead due to my clumsiness yesterday @ Mt Fuji =( Fell to its death while I hurried Mr Teo t0 tk a photo of me with some signb0ard be4 we b0ard e tour bus. Tskk tskkk..Gone with the old & in comes e new haha. I want a new camera & a very go0d one to take d0wn all e w0nderful pictures everywhere i g0 with anyone!! Hopefully Mr Teo gets my hint of a very go0d camera =) Price shouldnt be much of a issue for great pics taken day & night right?hehe. The Olympus was alright but its night sh0ts really sucks & f0r pple wh0 luv travelling getting a tripod is DAMN NECESSARY!! In places like Japan here are idiot around too, wanting to spoil ur happiness by rejecting request to help with photographing!!! Shall not go more into that. 

Cheers

 

-=Phobia 2=-

It was a mad rush while love was bk in SG to do our solemnization. There seems to be so many things to do & so little time, we were as busy as beesss. But we managed to catch Phobia2 on 1 of e nights, i feel that its not a scary as i wld like it..too graphical. If U want a good laugh, just cinemas today =)

OOhhhyaaa..i finally passed my driving test, imagine e super duper happy look on my face when e test told me i paSsed!! I've to thank Love for giving me support & encouragement all these while. It feels great to be able to drive when u know there's a car underneath e carpark waiting for you. Lastly, i just want to clear my last sem without any hurdles.

Amen.

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-=2 More projs to Grad=-

Last sem of Uni, 2 more sems to graduation i hope. Time really flies..its gonna be the end of my sch life, I'm stepping into another phrase of life. There's a mixture of feelings both good & bad. I think i'll miss my friends alot..the gossips, the last night of projs..dont we wish sometimes time will slow d0wn a little. My sec days were the best days of my life, i dream of those times in my slp very often. Recently, I've been pretty stressed out..it seems like there's so much happening & I can't cope with it. There's no1 here when i need a crying shoulder, pple around just adds to my stress level. I hate it!
I don't want to start working immediately after graduating, i want to tk a break & go for a holiday to somewhere i like..i want to go to brazil, eygpt, new Calendonia,vietnam etc..i want to enjoy life alil before working. I dont want pple to rule my life for me or give unnecessary comments, no matter how close u're to me. Its my life so go step on ur own life instead.

-=Freaky Weather=-

I'm feeling so tired now @ 4plus in e morning but i can't get to slp!! I turned off e air-con as it was freezing but as soon as it was off, my room turned into an 0ven!! Gosh, it was raining cats & Dogs yest and t0day is terribly H0T! If it g0es on like this, i'll definately turn into a walking z0mbie. Hopefully love ain't facing e same prob as me here in SG, but i know i'm definately g0nna get a sc0lding when he sees this post & e timing tis was p0sted haha. I miss Love!
Down with e finance test & e sales Com report, 2m0re reports & 4final exams to graduation. The finance test was easy thanks to e practise we went through, distinction shldn't be a prob =] But if this bad weather continues, how am i going to be in e right state of mind to do my revision?? tskkk tskkk.
Been going through many forums & reviews to see if e mobile love & i are g0nna get is good, now i'm in a real dilemma. Reviews gave the SonyEricsson X1 8.7/10 but the reviews were pretty bad, the HTC HD is too expensive!! & the classmates says tt LG phones ain't e best to choose from. ARGHHHHhhhh, howhow?? maybe i shld just get another E71? its the editors as well as the readers' choice! Or maybe wait for the E72 to be out? Well, any phone is better than the lousy one i'm using n0w, it has no bluetooth and my friends are all laughing their heads off cozzzzzzzz i was such a hp geek!
yawns. finally i'm sleepy enough to ignore e freaky weather.
Back to bed.

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-=Finished=-

I have made up my mind.

-=Busy as a Bee=-

OMG, its nearly 5pm & I just started my reports. I've got so much things to be done but so much trouble on hands. I can't believe how irresponsible & nonsupporting some pple can be when i already have so much to be done. It really sh0ws h0w much we can count on them in times of need. I guess my blog is turning into a place where I pour my unhappiness to instead of happiness since I can't feel any happiness now.
Since this is the way I'm treated, I shall concentrate on my work instead. I dont have so much time and effort to waste on insignificant matters currently. I'm losing faith as days go by, this is not changing. I'm not going to waste my life!

-=Changed Lifestyle for n0thing=-

Just a lil post before bed. My lil silky terrier (Money) went to the vet on thurs & it was found tt he has ear infection as I was careless on my part on cleaning him. I didnt know tt I've to clean his ears. He's getting really n0tti, chewing on stuff around e hm & tt includes my feet!! Maybe my feet looks like tasty treat to him, haha.

Really upset with things. I feel tt I've change my lifesyle for n0thing or rather I'm not being appericated. I shall start my exercise routine again & go out with my pals more often instead of staying hm. Its so not me..why am i doing all these? I can no longer convince myself. In this prime time of my life, I shld go out & enjoy myself. I will not waste my life away anymore. I've not being joining the late night chill out sessions & much activities. Time to get a hold on my boring life. So sleepy, i'm off to bed..early lecture tml.

Cheers

-=Happy Belated 44th B'day S'pore=-

Happy Belated b'day S'pore, 44yrs of independence. What a long way we've come & there's more to go!! I didn't get to watch the national day parade live but it alright,I wonder why would they let Mark lee join the parade with his ah-beng english. YUCKS!!

Back in S'pore after being sun-burnt @ the Onjuku beach(the famous camel beach in Chiba prefecture in Jap) I've never ever been to a beach that is soooooo freaking hot!! The sand has iron deposits & it was burning my feet. Gosh! But it was a gd experience, i was the camels =) Yet to d/l photos onto lappy as there were too many things to be done. I'll just post a photo of me & love while we were @ the hot spring the last time. I missed love even more now, wish that he's zzz right beside me now. I pray tt the earthquakes in Tokyo will end & keep love safe from harm.

I promised to get to bed soon. HOpefully i'll be able to d/l all the photos & post some of them up in the nx post.

Just a p0st to remind tt i'm 24

Happy B'day to myself belated. Birthdays..they'r n0thing special but just a reminder tt we're getting older. o0h ya,i g0t a puppy for my b'day, a silky terrier..the only b'day present i've this yr. His name is money & he's really naughty & adorable.
Life isnt as planned, mine fared much worst.
Never felt so bad before in my entire life.
Never been cursed so much & treated this way.
Its just awhile more, violence doesnt solve problrm.
Vagularities. They'll all be far far away from me.
I'll be good for now, let time fly.

-=TGIF=-

Thank God its friday & i dont hv to go for clasSes tml & sat c0z the lecturer sucks & he just merely reads everything out from the slides. What's a lecturer for what he does n0thing else but tt? no explaination & all, he's g0nna be jobless by the end of this sem. I've hear many complaining & one by one pple just stroll out of the lect r00m. What's WORST? THIS IS HIS 1ST LECTURE WITH US!! It doesnt mean you can lecture when u've so many degrees' or masters. Teaching is a gift.

Its finally time to meet up with the babes. Its been ages since i've seen all of them t0gether, i bet there's tons of news to share.
Relax & unwine alil. Been really stressed up recently, things d0nt seem to be g0ing sm00thly & its been a torture!! I've my principles to follow & set of things tt i hate, when the leverage is given & n0t treasured. Nothing else can be done.
When some1 steals $10 & he gets caught, he'll be jailed.
When some1 else steals $100,000 & gets caught, he'll be jailed too.

So the moral of the story is.. .. ..D0N'T Steal! haha. Work for what you deserve & when u reap the harvest, it'll be a blessing from g0d!
TGIF once again.

-=5 m0re dayssss to Harry p0tter=-

I'm g0nna make this p0st a quick one, promised my big baby tt i'm g0nna slp. Tired but definitely not from the shopping today,it was only half done!! I'm not d0ne with my shoes & i didnt hv time 2 triM my br0wns..tsK tskk..Shld wait for sms 2 go shopping with en or j0anne.

I've never been so excited to watch Harry P0tter, 5 m0re days!! Me,Big Baby, Buddy + BF. I just can't wait for buddy to finally meet my baby in person. It seems tt I watched most of the Potter's with Buddy. I'll be g00d till then. Cheers

Love Love,
Missy

-=Mid-Week Blues=-

I woke up 0n e wrong side of e bed t0day, feeling ultra Moody. Issnt e blues supposed to be on Mondays usually? Maybe i'm abnormal. Hopefully i d0nt chew my classmates up when i g0 f0r lecture later. The PMS is really getting to me,haiz. g0t to rush now, g0nna be late.

-=8hours after=-

Its roughly 8hrs after the infamous A380, better than the rest in terms of space but still my body's aching. Was drifting in & out of dreamland when br0 w0ke me up 4 a glass of ice-wine, cheeks' burning frm e alcohol currently. Did a lil unpacking & saw a lil dirt on my new coach bag tsk tskk, luckily managed 2 hv it cleaned.
Will back track with photos in e nx few post after i've l0aded them. Unpacking was difficult, i 4g0t 2 put l0ve in my luggage hence missing him t0ns. Its g0nna be hard time to get 0ver in e nx few weeks/months with the new sem starting but n0 matter what, We've c0me tis far & n0things' g0nna stop us n0w =p Embarking on an entirely new stage of life with my lil br0wn c0w is s0mething that i'm l0oking 4ward t0. Hang on there folks & taste e sweetness after. Would like to express my gratitude to Br0wn c0w 4 all e l0ve in e w0rld till n0w & apologises for my occasional stubbornness. There's n0thing m0re in e w0rld tt i want now except my lil br0wn c0w. Heading off 2 bed n0w, fresh start for e new/last sem. Gambatte.

-=Time's Up=-

How time flies when we're having so much fun. A month's time is flying pass, all lovely things will need to come to an end, i guess this allows us to dstinguise between e gd ones frm the awful ones. I'm g0nna miss love.
The weekend @ Hokkaido was great but i missed the lavander, wasted. Hokkaido was all abt Huge Crabs and melons haha. The hotel(cross hotel) we stayed @ was really nice & convient. Thanks love for all the arrangements, i hope you enjoyed urself.
There are more events waiting to unfold in the coming months, events of the upmost importance.

-=The 0ther side 0f Love=-

I'm tucked in a cosy corner of tokyo dr0wned with love, enjoying the warm-choco cake tt love rushed all e way bk to give me, making sure tt i will n0t starve f0r lunch. Being the non-romantic & blur guy, i nv expected tt frm him. I'm so delighted. These few weeks he has been changing & its really heartfelt to know s0me0ne is trying his best. Thank you Love. Thank you for showing me the 0ther side of u tt n01 has =) i feel loved.
The Male Species, are they really from Mars?HAHA, i guess they're c0z m0st 0f them are confused abt the female species. We've to tell them what we want be4 they g0 int0 action, but lets give them credit for their actions =) Well done for th0se wh0 have already put w0rds int0 acti0ns & 'Gambatte' for th0se wh0 are planning their acti0ns.

For updates, I cleared my AMCA paper w/0 anything grades t0 wh000haaa abt & i'm finally riding towards my last seM of sch. Its g0nna be a t0ugh seM but i must clear it. Looking 4ward to September. Cheers.